I originally wrote this early October, 2012. It's now eight months later. I feel like I have slowed down and stabilized but that has brought it's own challenges. More on that later. So the complications of affection and intimacy have been weighing on my mind this week. I feel that I’m confused about what is right and I am hoping that writing it down will help. As I’ve talked to Wrylon about some of it, she answers in such a matter of fact way that I am envious of the clarity that has been gifted to her. However I must admit that I enjoy the complexities and facets of life. She sees the diamond and that it is beautiful, I look at each cut and facet and how the reflections play off each other, dividing the light and creating rainbows. I'm not sure what I wanted to say but suddenly my thoughts are clouded. Clarity is replaced with a fog. I want to push on, to try and to pursue this line of thought, to chase the thought that has just eluded me. But I can’t. To do
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