#3: Third and Fourth Letters
These letter were written just a few days after "coming out" to myself. I was still barely accepting myself at the time and it took tremendous courage to even write this. But the writing of it was very freeing and I was continuing to gain valuable insight and growing at a tremendous rate. The Third Letter: I don’t plan on publicly “coming out”. I see no purpose for it. But if someone asked, I think I would tell them. So I’ve been thinking about what I would tell them. Maybe it would go like this: Him: You’re sure sensitive for a guy -- are you gay? Me: What, no! That’s what I keep saying in my mental role-play with myself. Apparently it’s going to take a while to get used to this. I think I’m struggling because I don’t associate myself with the term “gay”. A gay guy is someone that wears tight clothes that are a just to flamboyant to look normal on Brad Pitt, and someone who is likely to be caught giggling, talks with a high/soft...