Finding Strength of Will

I’m writing this in hopes that it will help clear my mind and because I need to do something.  I need to act, more than I have.  I just spent some time sobbing on my bathroom floor as frustration and a mess of other emotions overwhelmed me.  I just listened to Elder Oaks’ talk on where God wants me to stand on the topic of Gay Marriage.  And I believe all that he said.  I truly do.  I have already thought through and lived with the bulk of his statements.  I am a gay man, married to a woman, with children of my own.  I have seen the blessings of being married to a woman and I will affirm the importance of it to anyone who asks with no proof other than what I have experienced in my own life.  But it is still a challenge, sometimes a daily challenge to wade through the complexities of living as a man who is sexually attracted to men instead of women.  At times I feel as if I am single handedly sparing with generations of social stigmas a...

Voices of Hope http://ldsvoicesofhope.org

Here is the highlight of Josh & Lolly's Voices of Hope Video. To me, they are AMAZING! ~Azalea Josh & Lolly's Voices of Hope Highlight

Voices of Hope has launched there first video in preparation of their website launching next month.  Voices of Hope plans on launching with a few videos and I am guessing essays of those that are SSA and that also are living in accordance with the teachings of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. They plan on adding over a thousand videos and essays of others, as time goes on. Will and I have met Blake once. He is a really neat, very sweet and really cute too :), young man. Here is his story: Blake Fisher's Voices of Hope Story